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Sunday, 8 November 2015

Days of reality - The Crack

Days of Reality -the crack 


“I use to be a happy girl with an awesome boyfriend but ever since I enter the dark age I can't find a reason to live anymore..." Amy cried without a sound only tears run throw her eyelashes and end up on her diary , and that is when the diary ended,she cried until her tears dries out and and dehydrated from crying she m ok exhausted and fall asleep on her table can I say she died in forest ?as blood started to soake her diary .it all happened like this...

About a year ago Amy was still a daughter of a rich family, a smart student in the university of London , a beautiful girl with a lot of followers but she was not the brightest people all people think she. She is sad, lonely  and negative,every time she thought of her past boyfriend who died in the Second World War tears of bitter start dropping from her cheeks and every drop of tear fell from her face only reflect the pain from her heart.
One day she sat on the side of the window as usual,it was six in the morning the pain in her heart is driving her crazy ,she can't get any sleep neither  eat nor drink .she looked over the rooftop of other houses expecting the sun to rise up at any time but what she saw was a man, young, handsome guy sitting on the roof with a beer next to him and a cat watching the sunrise.Amy instantly fell in love with him, looking at him Amy forgot any horrible things that she had been through as if she was reborn. 
She shouted "hey you,you're blocking my sight of the glorious sunrise " as he slid off the roof. After a while a paper airplane flew into her window and on it wrote" well I am sorry :) I am Harry " As she looked out of the window across the road the he stare at her for a while filled with embarrassment , she closed the curtain ,she blushed as she press against her chest she can feel her heartbeats rising quickly , she felt wonderful , the least time that she felt in love is with her last boyfriend. After a while another paper airplane got stuck between the curtain she opened the curtain and by accident the paper airplane flew out of the window again as she reach out to catch it she looked down and found nearly a hundred of those paper airplane and as she looked at the otherwise of the road the only thing that appeared were paper airplanes she foul the paper airplane and wrote " stop it u fool you're creating a mess oh and by the way I am Amy :)" and flew across right into his window . As time pass the more she spent time talking through paper airplanes the more she found him attractive . 
One day he asked “i have been wounding Amy it would be my honor to invite you on a date ?" She was shocked but at the same time filled with fear, terror and pain. She lock herself in her room and tried her hardest to convince herself to accept it ! She tried so hard to move on , but what seems possible is actually not  , She had not reply him for three days and at last he flew the plane across to her room and on it wrote " I am sorry, I am stupid :) just pretend that never happened "
Amy is scared and flew a paper airplane across she wrote" no stupid I am foolish I should be the one is is sorry when do u want to meet up ? " next thing she heard is the scream of happiness across the road both of them started dating , going to town, candy shop, coffee shop parks and theaters she was really happen and sad because every time she looked at him she remembered  his past boyfriend he brought get a lot of hater and jealousy , he have a pair of green eyes ,brown color hair cover half of his face , he also wear a leaf shape earring on his left ear ,Amy can still clearly remember that he love raining days...that's  why she hate rainy days since it remind her of her first her boyfriend told him she hate rain but every time when it rains she will ask if he wants to go dating with her , the reason behind it is so that she can stay closer to him in the rain and every bit of the pain from the past came back to her,and tears will start rolling down her face but he never notice since the rain covered the tear tracks 
About a week ago ,it was a rainy day Amy was very happy she went out with Harry it seem like century since the first time she went out with him but every happy thing often comes to a horrible ending. That day ,Harry brought two umbrella, Amy was surprised and sad but she told herself he don't want her to get wet so she continued going on , this time instead instead of Bringing her to town , he brought her to the peak . Even though it was raining cats and dogs , there was a awkward silence , she know something's wrong and was about to start a topic when Harry said “you must be wondering why did I brought you here " she nodded the next thing he said gave her a heart attack he said “you see Amy,every good thing often comes to an end , I think...I think we should split up for a while and maybe sort ourselves out" she collapsed , and Harry left the peak.Amy was shocked and afraid, afraid of reality, it felt like ur woke up from a sweet dream ,she felt like reality is horrible , filled with terror she stared into the distance for two days straight with no food and water, she don't understand why he left her , she don't understand what did she do to deserve this , the only thing in Amy's mind is that she hopes this is all a dream. Back in home her parents were very worry about her , the police found her two days later , she is as pale as a piece of paper , after what happened Amy didn't go to school for a month causing the school to suspend her for a month , he family abandoned her and same for all of her followers, before she left the house she went to the kitchen and took a knife with her . At night she start cutting herself , even though it's painful she still loves it , tears mixed with blood create a stream. She loved it because this pain compare to what she is going through right now is nothing ,she kept on cutting herself day by day until one day ,when she is cutting herself she fainted, it was a close call thankfully her mother found out in time she was then sent to a private flat owned by the government,under 24h care until her depression have a slight change ,everything was going as plan until one day as After school Any was on her way back from school to her house when she saw Harry passing by and as she looked back she can see another girl running towards him ,Amy was shocked and was unable to move , the depression in her heart where she hid it so well was let out as if a heavy flood in a rainy storm , the question in her mind changed, I became "is there something that she is good at instead of me " 
After she returned to her house,there is nothing different of her, she start to understand what might me going on , she started to understand that getting depressed again and again is more painful than being depressed and the only way to archive that is to not show what u really feel, she is tired of changing , she felt that changing brought her great pain.Amy told herself that maybe ever since the first day she met him every part of her is bad. When ever she close her eyes there is nothing but Harry and darkness , living under such pain she felt as if she is living for years sake of living . Every night she dream of Herry letting her hand go and she falling into a void . She tried to bare the pain that had been thriving her crazy until one day she decided to take out the knife,a piece of paper and pen to the rooftop , she wrote " Harry my dear ,help me...but maybe it's too late already, when ur reading this , I will be looking at u above the clouds so don't be sad , find a new life , you know I really do treasure the times we had together and I love the time when you abandon me in the rain I will always remember how you taught me the true meaning of the word crack, I hope you do too , I wish you will have a great life and and a lot of cute babies. I am sorry that I can't talk to you face to face when that happened but I will be looking at you above the clouds ^_^ love Amy as she finish the letter she folded it into a paper airplane, the one her parents once taught her and on it wrote "see you in my next life ." And throw it into Harry's doorsteps and she lift her knife
of she looked into the clear blue sky with the sunset it seems like the heaven doors are open and ready to welcome her in . 
The news soon spread over the night, everyone pity her some cried in her ceremony and within those is Harry the one who left the grave last .He haven't return home ever since Amy killed herself , just thinking about it kills him he have been in the graveyard for two days ,and one day when he went home he found the letter and start reading it and as he start reading it drops of tears roll down his cheek, as it rolls down his cheek it tickles him but the more the more it tickles, the more he understand how much it hurts her that day when he left her on the peak. After the death of Amy the house that she lived in seems to be cursed , doors in the house have cracks all over the place and is u read it carefully u can see sentence and sentence of " my heart...a crack...I feel horrible , and and not living but surviving.
One of the most horrible thing about life , humanity is misunderstanding but when you realize it, it's too late .
What Amy found out after her death pains her inside out , what she know is that Harry left her but what she didn't know is that Harry was preparing for their wedding , he worked so hard, so hard that he didn't even realize what happened as time pass , he wanted to marry Amy so bad that he will do everything for it even if it mean separating from her . 
   It all happen like this...one night, Harry was checking his mail when he discover a e-mail which wrote" one million to anyone who is willing to date my daughter with a broken heart for a week " but Harry can't let Amy know about it since it was suppose to be a surprise wedding. Amy say everything Harry did for her , she felt shameful, selfish . The next thing Amy saw is Harry lying next to her grave, hugging it starving for days she tried to talk to him but failed until the day where he starve to death , everyone around town pity them, saying they are a pair of cursed couple.
The next morning people found their grave had scars that seem like a half broken heart no matter how people try to patch then the scars will remain there the next morning 
Maybe it's the gods who is making this sound like a joke, but will the lovers ever be together ?? No one knows

Written by ManInSuit and TigerDevil 

Friday, 6 November 2015

Day of Reality- The Rain

The rain 

Rainy day 。。。people dislike wet weather , it always makes you feel sticky and horribly  uncomfortable but do they know the story of the rain?

The story starts at the night, a rainy night  a poor city girl name Lucy lives in a small town. As she looks through the muddy window , listening to the sound of the rainehen it drips , through the muddy window she notice a boy across the street looking up to the rainy sky and enjoying as the cold chilly rain falls on his face as she looks at him carefully she started to notice the smile on his face and at that instant she fall in love with him as he looks up she was shocked and don't know how to react, but blush he smiled and left.As days pass they started have strong feeling towards each other but never speak about it and soon they became friends ,the boy's name is Mark they often go out when ever they are free
After a hot day, he finally man up and sat down on his bed and thought about a beautiful relationship between him and her . Hours pass when he finally made up his mind and brought her flowers and decided to ask her out on a date tomorrow.
 The great day came as he barely slept last night, as he rolls left and right in his bed , thinking about the beautiful memories that may happen between them. As he looks through the crack of the curtain and the moon light shiny brightly into his eyes filled with fear and excitement. The next morning he woke up in fear of forgetting something early in the morning and sort himself out and was ready to go to her house . It seems like ages until he reach her house , as he knock on the door his face turned from excited to scared , every nightmare he had popped out of his mind, all the painful histories he had with girls he loved appeared out of the blue, the next thing he know is Lucy standing in front of him filled with curiosity and happiness, her happiness filled his fear with sweet honey and calm him down. Mark spoke,but Luck can't hear it and he decided to take a deep breath and hug her tightly and said " would you like to go on a date with me ?" Putting the flower down on the table next to the door with a card written on it ,
She was shocked and flabbergasted for a second or two her thought were just filled with the memories that will happen between them when she calm down she said " yes of cause" he start walking in the opposite direction of the town and Lucy was curious about where he wanted to talk her to and before she even ask , he said "Waite and see" with a big bright smile on his face .
As they arrive to the peak, Mark ask Lucy to close her  eyes and promise that she will love it . After about ten steps , Mark said " ready when you are" the simile from her face start changing as soon as she saw what's in front of her , the orange sunlight shone into her eyes. The eyes of curiosity soon changed into the eyes of love , she felt as if honey was dripping onto her heart , warm and comfortable. it's the first time she sees sunrise  she had been always kept in her house since she had nowhere to go ,she was amazed and beside her stood Mark looking into her eyes of happiness and enjoyment under the Orange sunlight he felt a warmth that he never experience before, the wind blows and as the wind blow Lucy's hair flickers under the sunlight and she looks at Mark with a smile . And under the blessing of the sunrise and the town and all people of the town ...they kissed.
Mark visited 
Luck day by day they talked day and night , they often sit at the park across the steer of her house under the trees , holding hands and stare into the sky sometime they go to work together , they sometime went on field trip they love each other so much that they can't sleep if they didn't see each other. Life was good until Mark join the army when the German attacked Britian and he was told to go one the viral battlefield where death itself is working really hard resting soul into his dreadful arms. 

They worry about each other,they wrote letter to themselves imagine they sent it out and they wrote it again as time goes there are nothing but letters that surround them everyday there is nothing but death message both of them are afraid to take a glance at it 

After the war,  England finally won by withstanding the attack from German but to them it seems like years or even centuries they are so happy to see each other  again. and on that day ,the sky rain for two days straight as the tears from the God wash away the dirt on the solder's face, the blood on the streets and in the middle of the rain He ask her " can you marry me? I miss you !" " No!" A voice loud and clear stopes everyone around her , his face was filled with pain, the sorrow inside his heart kills him , he looks up and saw her smile face , she gently touch his face and said " do you know how much pain you put me throughly ? I hate you but yet I still love you , more over why did u stole my line ??" Mark laugh in tears and everyone cheer and this is the story of the rain

Written by ManInSuit and second edit by me TigerDevil

This story is friction nothing serious   



Days of Reality - 100th love story

Days of reality-100th love story
Base on a love story during the Second World War

         He quickly drag her to a to a bomb shelter and hid there , after the bombing, she recover and found out that her parents died , she started crying and was unable to stop , Joe rip part of of his clothes and gave it to her and said “we need to get out of here”he took her hand and start dragging her away , she was shocked and unable to react to his reaction , it didn’t take they anytime until they found a german soldier , he directed they to the train station, when they are about to arrive there ,Abbie shocked off his hand and sat down crying , Joe went up to her and kneeled in front of her and said "listen Abbie I will only say this once, I love you with all my heart and soul, u are the reason I didn't give up in life yet, trust me, believe me. U believe me right ?“.she nodded and quickly wipe her tears .On the way to the train station , they saw the destruction that the Germans create ,they saw the dead bodies and the further they walk the harder Abbie hold Joe arm.Abbie hides behind Joe as they walk pass the pile of bodies that the Nazi collected , when they finally reach the train station,they found out that the last train had already left , they had to sleep at the train station for the night. It was a cold freezing night,The wind howls and snow flicks gliding through the freezing cold air. Joe took off his jacket and gave it to Abbie, At that split second Abbie looked into Joe's Eyes with pain and sadness but at the same  time filled with hope and love , joe stopes for what he saw in front his eyes is priceless. As Abbie stare at him with those stunning eyes filled with tears. As soon as she realize he knew she is crying she quickly look at him in a face of curiosity and happiness through her miraculous violet eyes.  the tears froze on her eyelashes reflecting the moonlight on Joe . His heart stop. As everything goes quiet , he leaning forward, so close that they can feel their hot breath breathing on each other's! They started at each other until Abbie start to break down , drops of tears start rolling down her cheek ,hugging him so tight against her chest she felt warmth and love. Joe hugged her until she slept.It felt like century until the sun finally rise and more and more people start swarming in the train station , Abbie was still very sleepy but warm in the arms of Joe.
 They are lucky to get a cart that have a top , some of the cart don't have a top , imagine that cool when it snowing and the train move so fast that you can't see all you can it hear the train Rowling on track, but joe and abbie weren't that good either , inside that cart were stuff with people sitting on and on each other's, totally black dark inside only few light shine in from the crack on the woods , it so cold inside that you get hard to breath ...

it felt like hours till they got to the border of Germany.When they got there it felt like they have entered a fairy tale , trains  filled with people pour out of the cart and beautiful building surrounding them , soldier armed with guns are ready to shoot at will , hot steam flow through them giving them a hot bath , and it was at that time when Abbie fell in love with Joe . She tap Joe’s arm telling him that she is awake . It was  more like a maze than a train station , people shouting and shops seems to have surrounded with shops and fancy lights , Abbie stop and to look at the view from the second floor of the train station and lost sight of Joe , she tried calling his name but it was too noisy and it was impossible for him to hear it ,she suddenly started trembling and start running around and bumped into a few man and she start shouting in fear, Joe heard the scream and quickly ran to her and hug her as she burst out of tears crying,he hold tightly her against his chest and said “I'll always found you “ and carried her out of the crowded train station , it took them a long time until they found a flat , they thought that they are going to live happily ever after but often realty is horrible and harsh on us , they are often told that they are a pair of lucky couple they don’t understand it until his day of judgement came .

On that day , they are told to pack up and leave their homes as the great Hitler had a better place for them , they don’t really understand but they only know if they're told to do it they do so.they were sent to what seems to be a very small and poor town , where rats were bigger that cats and insects are running around , water systems are bad and they have barely any food to eat they are starving and was unable to walk straight , Joe started stealing from the Nazi even though he know it is a bad idea ,
nearly every time he got beaten up by Nazi but still went on stealing for Abbie because he love her and can’t bare to see her starve so he told himself that he need to do something about it, it didn’t take them long to find out that Hitler purposely put all of the Jews in the “camp”, everyday they more and more people died from hunger on the street and soldier beating up Jews for no reason at all but they were told that they are going to be alright if they stay quite.
 One time Joe got shot from escaping from the Nazi and needed to recover from it . Abbie clean the wound and as she is crying tears dropped on the wound and every drop Joe felt the pain that he made her go through and felt really sorry for what he had done . When he slept Abbie wrote a poem about him .




Bit by bit and day by day
in such a lovely special way
I really don’t know how to say
but I will if I may.

In times of sorrow and times of pain
my love for you is not vain
the doubts came but often knocked
but my love for you is safely locked

you are the reason I get up to face each hectic day

how did our life get  so consumed with nonsense on the way
my days are long my nights are cold
without you here for me to hold

so tell me now and tell me true
so I can say i am here for you
is there any chance you love me too ?

Any yet you know I still love you
a love so strong and so true
whatever you do wherever you go
my love for you will follow too

when she woke she found herself in his lap and he is reading the poem she is shocked and took it back from him he is shocked and surprised she woke up she blushed and he smiled holding her head closer and said “ yes”he slowly lowered his head towards her and kiss her carefully, she is really scared and shocked but she stop when he kissed her .
It was a month later after they kissed each other when they were told that they need to move and was warned by armed man saying if you make a run for it they will shoot you .
they were scared and they were sent to a cart and Abbie was scared and lean against Joe’s back ....



They arrive to a camp site and the first thing they say were naked  corps getting burned and everyone on the train understand what is going to happen to them .they were forced out of the cart and they were told by a SS Nazi that they are sent here to help the fatherland if not they will be punished . They were told to line up against a wall and will be searched from top to bottom then they need to
learn German in a few minute including how to say “ good morning sir SS my name is ...” if not they will be beaten up and needed to try again until they know it “ they were told to mine but were given little to no food , they live under poor condition and was finding it hard to even stand , many of them are starving to death but among all of them some are really fat since they were given chemical no increase their size so they can show the outside world that they treat them good and there is nothing to worried about when the fact is that they were starving to death , what kept them going is the home of surviving and seeing their love ones one more time before death came to knock on their door.many of their friends died in the camp they need to run through a test weekly and what they only know is that if you failed the test you are sent to line up on the other side , they don;t know where it leads to and they certainly don't want to know about it . It’s been months since they came to the “camp” and during one of the test they were told that they failed it and they know that they are about to face a horrible truth, they were told to separate by sex gender. Before they separate they both looked into their eyes , and promised to remember the looks on their face that when they are reborn they will meet up again and start a new life and they had their last kiss . they both looked out of the window trying to see if they can find each other and for the first time tears came from Joe’s eyes .he told himself “the luckiest thing that happened to me is meet her ?why have I always leave her, risking my life out there everyday , finding food for her because he don’t want to see her suffer from starve but the whole time I forgot how many drops of tears touch the ground because of me getting hurt, she is fine with starving ,she is fine with suffering ,as long as I am around her ,making her happy for she can not survive without me already , I should not have left her , I should not have made her worry , why am I such a stupid person ?” the more he thought about her more tears roll down his cheek. Meanwhile Abbie thought to herself “why and I so stupid? ” I spent my whole life trying to find a good guy who I can cry together laugh  together when what I wanted is just right in front of me ? ”,“says who a stable boy can not  fall in love with a rich girl ?”,“I...I miss his warm and cozy hug..." , suddenly a board cast said that they are going to have shower from all the hard work you have done to fatherland . a glimmer of hope appeared in his mind thinking that they will be free . When they arrive they need to walk through a tunnel down to the very big basement to what seems like a
changing room they were told to take off their clothes and on the way to what seems like shower Joe found a dirty window which he can barely see through and saw a passage going the same way and he drew half a heart and wrote Joe under it and went on and when he entered the room he started to find it hard to breath and the last word he said was “Abbie”

Abbie just arrived and her face was filled with tears-tracks she was also told the same thing and on the way she say the dirty mirror and say Joe’s name on it .She finished the drawing of the heart and wrote you with her name under it and enter the room , when the doors are shut she start finding it hard to breath and with the last breath of her she said
“I love you Joe”.

The end


This is a  friction story , it made up  if any thing may offended you I'm sorry

Written by ManInSuit and TigerDevil